Seriously, I am crying, internally and externally. No words can can describe the exact feeling of mine for the time being, but one thing I can surely said, always appreciating people around us, regardless how are their characters, because the differences that exist among us are actually the "glues" that bring us together...
While I am looking to numbers of pictures during the old days here in this uni, a private message I received from one of my beloved sisters makes my tears burst...
"alahai..tak smpt nk jmpe2 dah sebelum kite jd bini org ek..lupe pulak awak balik esok..ishh"
[madam-to-be-soon, 2144, 09-09-11]
Looking into old days with her, seriously I can't imagine how do I am for now if Allah do not introduced me to her during my early days in this uni. Although our life journey is actually has been planned by The Almighty in Lauh Mahfuz, but somehow, the path of life is our choice. There always exist two directions for us to choose, and in every single decision that we made, it must be based on IMAN and TAQWA. And to know her here is one of the most precious gifts from Allah for me in this stage of life... ;')
Dear you, I pray from the deep down inside my heart....may Allah bless you in every single thing you do... May He eases all of your affairs and grant you with eternal happiness...Ana uhibbuki fillah...
Times run so fast.... [2008-2011]
Part of Tiga Kata song (KRU) somehow touched my heart, because the words are so true.. ;'(
Walaupun kita saling
Sayang satu sama lain
Tapi kenapa sukar meluahkan rasa Berikan mereka tahu
Andainya hari esok
Kita seringkali mula hilang kemesraaan dengan mereka di sisi
Tak rasa bersyukur
Tak rasa berbangga mempunyai bahu sedia untuk kita bersandar
Lihatlah di hatimu semua kasih terhimpun dibiarkan terkurung
Jadi luahkan sekarang luahkan...
The remaining small hours... Place that I always hit during exam weeks~
Today is 8th Syawal 1432H and hopefully all the good practices that we did during Ramadhan still remain. :) And today, I'm already at my university, waiting to sit for my one and only paper for this semester, Jurutera Dalam Masyarakat (EIS). And in less than a week, I will fly again to my hometown, to spend another 15 days with my family before come back to this uni, to continue another remaining one semester before I graduate and face another stage of life, instead of student life :) InsyaAllah. May all the journey ahead full with His blessings~ Amin...
There's a lot of story to be told, until I do not know which one to be told and which one to be write first. Instead of wishing Salam Lebaran to all, I would like to congratulate one of my beloved sisters, Sis Fasihah, who already change her title from being a Miss to Madam, sharp on 10.27 am, 5 Syawal 1432 H. May the Baitul Muslim build will last forever till Jannah and may Allah bless you and your life partner till the end of time. I am so sorry for not coming to your wedding since I am still at my hometown during that day. And for another six walimahs on this upcoming 11th and 17th September, I would like to apology in advance for not being able to come since I will fly to my hometown again on this 10th. I am so sorry... May Allah eases all the preparations and I'll pray that the memorable ceremony will run smoothly as you planned. Amin...
Some moments captured using my phone.
Talking about Eid, there's a lot of things have changed. And due to the changes, somehow I totally realized that I am getting older now. Haha :D Before this, it's kind of hard for me to admit an "Aunty" title given to me but during this Eid, I can't resist it anymore. How could I asked the nieces and nephews to call me "Kakak" anymore when my youngest sister who is still 5 years old also been called as Aunty Athirah? Oh oh oh -_- Even though I cannot deny the "uneasy old feeling" when being called as Aunty Zaza, but what can I do... I must accept the fact that all of us (my cousins on my dad's side) are mostly twenties and even a few already reach forties. The times run so fast and somehow I'm quite amazed that some of us have the Mak, Mummy, Ummi, Abah, Bapak, or Daddy title already. :) The 3 days visit to my dad's village which takes us approximately 5 hours from Kuching do brings lots of good news, especially about the newcomers to the big family. :)
And for this Eid, I have learned to bake some of the layer cakes instead of just pick, buy and serve. :D Baking layer cakes need you to have lots of patience since it do takes time, and I really mean it! And hopefully the spirit of baking will continue until next Eid, InsyaAllah... Although it takes lots of times, but seeing the cakes turn into reality will makes you feel satisfied, although some of the layers are not that even. Those who are kind of particular shall set their mind free from "perfection desired" when they are just about to try for the first time baking the cakes. Hehe~
And lastly, all the best to all my friends for this upcoming final examinations. Some of us are having their first paper as early as today and luckily mine is on this Friday :) After we put all our heart and sweat into it, just leave the results to Allah since He always know what we really need and what is the best for us. Maybe for some, having a good results is the best for them but we cannot deny that sometimes, an average results is the best for some, because Allah always knows why~ :) Maat Taufiq Wan Najah Fil Imtihan, and lets all of us do the best for the remaining small hours of being engineering students, and do pray harder for the best in every single aspect of our life :)
"If Allah helps you, no one can vanquish you. If He forsakes you, who can help you after that? So the believers should put their trust in Allah"