Whisper: Untitled~

Often, we expect too much. But do less. Until one time, we do not realize that we've hurt others indirectly through our non-verbal language. Do not bother about the verbal ones, because it can hurt others more than triple times as non-verbal does. Until the others do not bother anymore and trying to persuade themselves to accept us as as who we are. And reaching this ending line, we just realize & it seems to be too late to realize.

How fragile trust can be, until we can turn all the good memories into an empty can just because of one deed or maybe just one statement. How brittle our love is, when it can turn into hatred just because of one scene that sometimes, we also do not why it happens. Too sad to admit that we have too weak the sense of acceptance, when we finally choose to ignore the people around us, just because we already tired to hold their hand, lending our ears to hear what their problems are...

Trying to put ourselves into others' shoes is not that easy. It's not about the matters that we only need to consider, but the causes, the reasons, the surroundings and the feelings of others in that current situations as well. And finally, we don't have any other options except to be grateful for being who we are...

Towards reaching this ending line, I finally find thousands reasons on how grateful I shall be, instead of finding even one reason to feel regret of what my past had lies. Because life is all about moving on, regardless how much the pain that you feel inside...

We have to let people make mistake, 

and trust that they will realize it, 

and correct it in time by themselves.

[Mike Scholey]

~berdoa dan terus mengharapkan redha Illahi...~

Whisper: The Last of The Final ~

Mixed feeling. This is the right statement to express how do I feel inside. Happy, because everything seems to be done. Only 1 presentation left, 1 final submission and 2 final papers left. No more burning the midnight oil like the previous 5 years. No more meeting deadlines in term of academics and events matter. No more conflict with group members prior to submit any group works. It's no more. I admit, at the moments, all these seems to be so hard to face, but right now, when I'm looking back at all of this, it do makes me smile :)

And after my last test this evening, I admit that I'm gonna miss the the feelings of being a student. Being a student for almost 18 years, I have gone through lots of things. Can't resist that. And of course, university life is the most precious one, because I have learned most of the things here. Trust, loyalty, friendship, hardship, patience, calmness... Everything, I would say.

Gonna miss this place, and will always remember the memories here, and everywhere around this state. Always~

Physically, the toughest memory among all. Reaching the peak of Fraser Hill.

Melancholic ;') 

~berdoa dan terus mengharapkan redha Illahi...~

Sharing: Final Year Project :) ~

Alhamdulillah, I am finally done with my viva, or in other universities it might be called as Final Year Project presentation. Having fever while I need to do this kind of important presentation somehow has its own good reasons, and I must thank Allah for granted me with two examiners that I would say so motherly, kind hearted and so helpful in recommending the best way to improve my thesis for final hardbound submission.

My presentation front slide :)

Started my presentation by saying "Before I start, I would like to apologize if my voice projection might not be clear to you since I am actually having fever now" is something that I will always remember till the end of my time. :D And surprisingly, the way they treat me more on like their own daughter is so wonderful to be remembered, especially on the day when everyone seems need to force themselves, facing their greatest fears to show their effort outcomes after being struggle to complete their project for almost 8 months.

And of course, once this viva had done, the moment to walk into another stage of life is nearer, especially for my CJ7 big family. Hoping the best for everyone, may Allah bless every single path that we take and grant us with a good environment to stay living in a good faith, always remember to be a humble and obedient servant of Him.

Maka sebagaimana yang telah disebutkan dalam Surah Al-Insyirah ayat ketujuh yang bermaksud, "Maka apabila engkau telah selesai (dari sesuatu urusan), tetaplah bekerja keras (untuk urusan yang lain)", marilah kita sama-sama memanfaatkan sisa hidup yang berbaki, kerana usia & masa yang tinggal rahsia Allah, seharusnya kita penuhi dengan amalan yang barakah.

Will be leaving this undergraduates life years soon, may the next stage of life makes me the better khalifah of Allah. (^_^)

And special thanks dedicated to my official sponsor, (MARA) for paying the tuition fees for this semester (since it has become a puzzle to many of us) and provided me with cost-living allowance for the whole five years of my university life :)

With both internal & external examiners :)

~berdoa dan terus mengharapkan redha Illahi...~

Sharing: (Bab 3) Fi adab Mua'sharah Wama Yujzi Fi Dawamun Nikah~

Saya merasa terpanggil untuk berkongsi tentang perkara ketujuh dalam kitab Ihya' Ulumuddin karangan Hujjatul Islam Imam Al-Ghazali bab yang ketiga yakni seperti mana yang tertulis dalam tajuk entri ini. Meskipun seorang muslimah diberi kemudahan untuk tidak melakukan solat sewaktu didatangi haid, namun secara hakikatnya tidak mudah bagi seorang wanita itu untuk meninggalkan solat waima ketika itu dia didatangi haid. 

Perkara yang berkaitan dengan haid menurut kitab ini adalah seperti yang berikut:

Seorang muslimah itu sebenarnya perlu untuk mengqadha solat yang ditinggalkannya semasa didatangi haid:

1. Jika perempuan dalam keadaan haid mendapati darah haid itu berhenti (dengan melihatnya) sebelum masuknya waktu Maghrib, kira-kira sempat dia solat asar sebanyak satu rakaat, maka baginya wajib qadha solat zohor dan asar.

2. Jika perempuan mendapati darah haidnya kering sebelum masuknya waktu subuh, kira-kira sempat baginya solat Isya' sebanyak satu rakaat, maka wajib baginya qadha solat maghrib dan Isya'. "Dan hal ini (qadha solat yang ditinggalkan semasa haid) adalah sekurang-kurang perkara yang wajib diketahui oleh setiap wanita Islam" (Imam Al-Ghazali).

Huraian bagi kenyataan di atas adalah seperti berikut:

1. Kenapa perlu diqadha solat Asar dan Zohor?

- Kerana perempuan itu hanya menyedari keringnya haid masih dalam waktu Asar, maka baginya wajib solat asar (selepas mandi hadas).

2. Kenapa pula solat Zohor juga perlu diqadha sama?

- Kerana di dalam hukum menjama' (menghimpun solat bagi orang musafir) solat Asar boleh dijama' dan diqosarkan bersama solat Zohor.

- Kerana kecuaian wanita itu sendiri (dari melihat haidnya kering atau tidak), boleh jadi haidnya sudah kering dalam waktu Zohor lagi, langkah Ihtiyat (menjaga hukum) maka perempuan itu juga perlu mengqhada solat Zohor.

3. Dalam perkara solat subuh pun sama :

-Perempuan itu hanya menyedari darah haidnya kering, sebelum masuk waktu subuh, kira-kira sempat solat Isyak satu rakaat (selepas mandi hadas) maka wajib baginya solat Isya' sebab darahnya kering masih dalam waktu Isya'.

-Solat Isya' juga boleh dijama' (bagi musafir) dengan solat Maghrib, maka baginya juga perlu diqadha solat maghrib.

-Di atas kecuaiannya (tidak betul-betul melihat darahnya kering atau tidak dalam setiap waktu solat) maka boleh jadi darahnya sudah kering dalam waktu maghrib lagi (sebab proses keringnya darah itu berlaku secara perlahan- lahan, mungkin perempuan itu hanya menyedarinya dalam waktu subuh, hakikatnya proses pengeringan itu sudah lama berlaku)

-Maka langkah ihtiyat (menjaga hukum) maka adalah bagi perempuan itu perlu di qadha juga solat maghribnya.

Rujukan : Kitab Ihya' Ulumuddin (Jilid ke 2) cetakan Darul Nahwan Nil / Darul Haram Lil Turath, Kaherah. 

Semoga bermanfaat. 

Meninggalkan solat semasa didatangi haid itu bukanlah semudah itu :) 

Rujukan Laman Sesawang: 1 & 2.

Taken from Google Image

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Whisper: Stronger! ~

Since the official announcement regarding poster presentation came out quite late, I thought that the dissertation submission also will be postponed. And doing the dissertation that needs my deep perusal is somehow stressful. The first draft of examination timetable somehow not making me feel so depressed, but more to melancholic feeling. In less than 30 days, and I need to say goodbye to Peninsular, after 5 years of growing-up here. Other things need to be settled, thanks to my friends who willing to help, but it's more on thank you Allah for giving me numbers of married friends, where I can ask for their favors to put all my 5 years stuffs before I can finalize where I will be settle down. It's all depending on the destiny, and what is the results of the upcoming and passed interviews that I have attended. Ya Allah, please ease my way, and my friends too... 

In the middle of dissertation distress, looking at old moments somehow makes me smile... 

First Year (2008)

Second Year (2009)

Third Year (2010)

Fourth Year (2011)

Although the moments passed, the memories remain. And of course, I cannot deny the feeling that I miss my family too! 

Peninsular Journey 2010 :)

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, stand a little taller...

Ya Allah, bless our journey, till the end of time...

p/s: Since I cannot exactly remember which photos are belong to whom, I just wanna say credit to Faiz Fudzaili, Nasrullah Jaafar & Asyraf Maskan for these pictures. I know the pics are from them, but I can't remember the exact owner of each original photo published here. Peace! (^_^)

~berdoa dan terus mengharapkan redha Illahi...~

23rd :) ~

May our love remain until Jannah, InsyaAllah~

We see the world, because of His loves, through your love :')

~10th December 1988~

~Without the youngest one..~

 ~The youngest..~

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Short Notes: Like Crumpled Paper~

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